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  • Why Are We Still Geeks – Panel at GHC

    Why Are We Still Geeks – Panel at GHC

    Fortune Most Powerful Women Dinner With Marissa Mayer
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    Marie Klawe

    Been worried about image in the media for 20 years. Been working on it, but no progress. But “if you don’t even try, you definitely won’t succeed”. Had many failures, but getting closer to success.

    There used to be very few female lawyers and doctors, now it’s 50%. Still not reaching power – see the low number of female deans of med schools. In the 1970s, there were TV shows with male and female factors, and male and female lawyers – e.g. LA Law. They were portrayed as people making a difference, with interesting jobs and personal lives. They were attractive, and empathetic. Women flooded into these professions, and girls doing well thought about law and medicine as their careers.

    Now it’s forensic shows.

    Being a doctors or a lawyers isn’t really as interesting, not as interesting as CS. High levels of debt, long time to qualify, and lousy pay. There are more opportunities in CS than forensics.

    Media portrayal dramatically affects high school students. It really matters. Even if you really like CS, other people have the image that it is boring and uncreative – that matters.

    This underrepresentation is not just technical women, but women in general. The Gina Davis studies found that men are the main characters, and women are dressed sexily. Also technical men – see NCIS are portrayed as having no social like. They are OK-looking, but dress nerdy. Big Bang Theory – love the show, but it’s doing a terrible disservice to science and engineering. In Friends, Chandler had a job so boring that none could remember what it was. It was “data processor”, essentially CS. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo is great with computers, but also really weird.

    Mid-1990s, met a NBC exec for saturday night movie series. Told him that they needed movies and series showing women as engineering, empathetic and doing interesting things with their lives.

    Raised money for a pilot, wrote it, working with a CS person turned screenwriter. They were jumping out of helicopters, no connection. Saw it wasn’t going anywhere.

    Mentions a TV series showing computer scientists doing interesting fun things. Email from Bob Quin – Rush. Startup in Sillicon Valley. Loved it, sent it to 20 people. Brad Weshler Co-CEO of IMAX, passed it on again – loved it. Went nowhere, have to get a channel to pick it up.

    It will eventually happen. People now realise that tech is changing the world.

    Megan Smith and people at Google are doing things, but personally out of ideas.

    Tried hard! Emailed with James Cameron. But getting nowhere.

    Brenda Laural

    Founder of  Purple Moon – amazing woman, my favourite panelist this year.

    The Star Trek reboot. Hated turning women from competent into a “wimpy slut”.

    Start at home, looking at the GHC 2012 image – there are power and racial issues there. Changes it up to put the Black woman in the centre, speaking, and gives the Asian woman Glass so “she has something to look at” (original shows her staring into space).

    We are responsible for our own representation – likes the way we look.

    Put out and hold up our self-representation. Deny power to the spectacle (how we look, speaks).

    There’s an inverse relationship between family income and desire for a Louis Vuitton bag amongst high school girls.

    Do great work and get noticed for it. Self promotion is good.

    Taking action – Wikipedia Storming (FemTechNet).

    Kim Surkan

    Hard not to feel disempowered when talking about women in the media. Unclothed. Objectified.

    Feminist Media Studies is growing. Media consumption is growing. Average is now >7 hours a day (much of it while multitasking).

    Stereotypes affect perceptions and performance. Self-fulfilling prophecies.

    Easier to protest a bad image, than an image that isn’t there.

    So much time on the TV/internet, that the space between lived reality and media is blurred. Result is decreased self-esteem.

    “Stepping out into your world, found your world is troubled” – on women in CS. BS levels in CS are declining.

    Women in the 1940s were part of the war effort, lots of women working at Bletchley Park.

    There is and extreme culture of sexism and anti-Feminism in CS, especially in gaming. The shift from geek to bro, supposed to appeal to younger men, it seems sexier. Women are 5% of people starting tech companies, the rise of frat culture in Silicon Valley. Recruitment materials alienate women, and hackathons, like TC disrupt.

    When women complain, they become the targets of hate speech. E.g. Anita Sarkesian, and Adria Richards.

    Women are reluctant role models, like Marissa Mayer.

    The backlash effect is harnessed to benefit, but why do women need to turn to kickstarted to start their companies?

  • Why Programmers Lie To Get Dates

    Why Programmers Lie To Get Dates

    Slides and commentary for the talk I gave at Ignite Waterloo, June 15th. Missing two slides – title slide and end slide (with my twitter handle and website on it). Ignite is a tough format – 5 minutes, 15 seconds a slide, the slides auto-advance. The *’s are where I expect the slide to change (I’m going to follow this up with a post on preparing, when I think they will be useful).

    I was talking to one of our facilities people recently, about someone behaving a little… strangely. And she said, “they’re an engineer”. To which I replied: “I’m an engineer!”. She responded, “Oh,*but you shouldn’t be”.

    programming language inventor or serial killer
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    Actually, I really love my job and so I’m pretty sure that it’s exactly what I should be doing. But, I have noticed something, where if an software engineer seems, y’know, normal, and well-dressed* and functions socially then people are surprised, or even skeptical of their profession.

     

    Edinburgh Castle from Princess Street Gardens
    Credit: flickr / g.naharro

    Back when I was a student in Edinburgh, I went to a ceilidh. And I met a guy. And he asked me out on a date. Sure*.

     

    boy meets girl ;)
    Credit: flickr / papadont

    And then ascertained from my roommate that I was single (apparently me agreeing wasn’t enough, but as it turned out him asking me out didn’t imply he was single, so fair enough). And then, he starts getting to know me. So he asks what I’m studying* – extremely normal, student, conversation – right?

     

    chemistry
    Credit: flickr / Brian Hathcock

    So by 3rd year I’ve finally accepted that I am not meant to be a chemist – mostly due to the sheer volume of equipment I was smashing. And so I say, CompSci.* And he says, “I don’t believe you”.

     

    Emperor penguins
    Credit: flickr / lin padgham

    And then – you can tell we were both drunk at this point right? I mean, it was in Scotland – argue about this. And I’m all, if I was going to lie about it I’d pick something better. Like, “I’m in an elite program* that feeds into MI5. We take core courses in math and languages, and then weapons and advanced driving. I’m specializing in sword-fighting and snowmobiles.”

     

    Snowmobling in Summer
    Credit: flickr / eskimo_jo

    In the end, it probably would have been easier to convince him I was training to be a female James Bond than a CompSci student*. He just kept saying, “I don’t believe you. You’re too normal”. Unsurprisingly, it didn’t work out. And now I live in Canada.

     

    A-17 Jugla Point - Gentoo Penguin
    Credit: SmugMug Pro / jfiddler

    And honestly, I wasn’t that offended. Not so long before that I’d been dating another CompSci who had used to tell women he met in bars* he was studying “social anthropology”.

     

    Software Engineering
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    I told this story in introduction for another talk I gave last summer, and afterwards my friend came up to me and said, “Cate, how did you KNOW?” – *she’d been telling people she was an English lit major.

     

    A Rainbow Of Books
    Credit: flickr / Dawn Endico

     

     

    Some engineers, even ones who have girlfriends, have taken offence, and they say “I don’t have to lie to get dates”. In this town, I can believe it.*

    Computer Engineer Barbie
    Credit: Mattel / http://shop.mattel.com/product/index.jsp?productId=4032107

    But here’s the thing – engineers, we have an image problem. And maybe this is why in the US more parents encourage their daughters to be actresses than software engineers, a fact that horrifies and terrifies me.

    But we also have a communication problem. We don’t *communicate the value we bring and what we do well. And we don’t listen well enough to what users want.

     

    Miscommunication
    Credit: flickr / Michael Simmons

    I was trying to explain to someone what I do. I was like, “you know, if you have an iPhone? And you get your GMail in safari? That’s what I work on.”*

     

    Classic OPTE Project Map of the Internet 2005
    Credit: flickr / curiouslee

     

     

    And she said, “Oh, you work for the internet”.

    Which is not really that accurate, but would be a pretty awesome job title, right? “Hi, I’m Cate. I work for the internet”. I guess Vint Cerf can really say that.*

    Tech Support Cheat Sheet
    Credit: xkcd

    Meanwhile, my mom calls me because she can’t get Facebook to work, or her Windows machine to connect to a network, or some kind of question that I know nothing about, because I don’t use Windows and barely use Facebook. Last time I was there she complained is that my sister’s trainee-accountant boyfriend *gives better tech-support than I do. Which caused me to exclaim, “this is like asking a brain surgeon why your cat is shedding hair!”

     

    Antarctica, november 2007
    Credit: flickr / Martha de Jong-Lantink

    What’s the point of all this? I think if we could communicate better, then engineers would have to lie less to get dates,* but also humans would get better products.

     

    The User And The Geek
    Credit: Geek and Poke

     

     

    Clearly, I don’t have the communication figured out. But I do know that we need to listen better, and ask more questions.

    Engineers need to realize that humans don’t care about the things that we do. They mostly care *about getting what they want to do done, not how, or in what language, or requiring how much RAM.

     

     

    The Geek And The User - Part 2
    Credit: Geek and Poke

    Humans, writing code is not the same as using software. I literally spend all day every day using only Chrome, XCode, and an emulator. If you have a problem in an application running on Windows,* it’s extremely unlikely I know what that is. The big difference, I think, between engineers and humans when a computer is “not working” is that the engineer isn’t afraid.

    (slide which only contains the words “DON’T PANIC”)

    But the human shouldn’t be either, and if they are – that’s something that* engineers need to fix.

    And finally, please tell your daughter to think about being an engineer. It’s awesome, and I think we need a more representative selection of humanity building our software, changing the world, and connecting, enabling and supporting humans*, to do whatever it is, they want to do.

  • Who Do You Think I Am?

    Who Do You Think I Am?

    Odd One Out
    Credit: flickr / cH@0s

    Recently, I was at an event. A colleague was giving a talk, which I’d worked to set up. Someone “important” at the location, who I’ve met, who in fact once signed a thank-you note to me and was, I’m told, part of a (positive) conversation about some of my work days before came down.

    I approached and asked if he was coming to our event. He, brusquely, said, “I’m here to thank the speaker”. I said that I was sure our speaker was nearby and went in search of him. We found him, and I was very much not included in the conversation as he gushed about how grateful they were that the speaker had come to give this talk.

    I didn’t get a “hello” – let alone a “thank-you”. I was dismissed, and I wondered if he thought I was a student, or a recruiter? Why was I not worth even a modicum of courtesy?

    So, this guy was extremely rude and I was pretty disgusted by his behavior. But, it’s not like I haven’t noticed that people assume the guys I work with are engineers, but don’t assume for me. They ask what I “do”. It drives me a little crazy.

    I’ve been conscious ever since of sidelining myself. Of setting myself up to be a “token girl” – giving warm fuzzy talks but leaving deep technical talks to a male colleague. Of being an organizer rather than who things are organized around.

    Also, I’ve been thinking about clothing. Did he assume I was a student? If I was dressed better, if I was carrying a designer handbag and wearing shoes rather than sneakers… it would have been clear that I was not. But it seems like as a female engineer you can’t win because then geeks will think you’re not one of them. I dress casually to belong, but maybe it’s making me invisible.

    So, I’m having a bit of a wardrobe revamp. I bought dark-wash jeans long enough to wear with heels, and tops that are not t-shirts with brands or slogans on them. And I’m being wary of being a “token girl”. But, I’m still a little… concerned. Somewhat disappointed. And, increasingly cynical.